"maybe some people just aren't meant to be in our lives forever. Maybe some people are just passing through...maybe they get it all done faster than the rest of us. It's like some people just come through our lives to bring us something- a gift, a blessing, a lesson we need to learn and that's why they are here. They taught you something. I'll bet...about life, and giving and caring so much about someone...that was their gift to you. They gave you the gift and they were free to move on...they were special souls...you will have that gift forever."
Richard had to leave home to go to inpatient hospice six months ago
this morning as his symptoms and comfort could no longer be controlled
at home. That morning is a poignant one for me...listening to 'The End
of Suffering' together, sitting quietly, holding hands at the table as
we digested this turn of events in our lives, a last hug, and last words
of tenderness..."don't loose me". I am grateful for my life with
Richard, all of it, everything, every single thing taught me something
invaluable, the good, the bad, the beautiful, and the ugly. He has left
me with gifts immeasurable up to that very last moment...and beyond.
Yes, I am a keeper of time as I examine every minute of our life
together, picking it up, looking it over and gently put it back in place
feeling nothing but love and compassion for the man I spent almost all
my life with. I will love you forever, Richard...
The End of Suffering
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